LOLOL that's what happen when one follows kpop too closely. HAHA.

so its been about 1 and a half years, all i can say is all the planning and talking on this blog, 80% did not happen.

reason? NO MONEY.

sure i could be out there working like a dog in pursue of my dreams and goals. but especially now that i am in the 2nd last semester of my school LIFE. the need to slack is even stronger. i feel that if i don't do so now, i will never get the chance, EVER.

but at the same time i know i should at least do an internship this coming holidays. but its so troublesome to find one!

the application process, the interview process. omg. im confident of making it through. its just the whole process. urghhh.

so i'll keep this short and stop here.

WADDUP, THIS IS AMOS FLOYD ANG'S 2012 COMEBACK STAGE. LOLOL.

yea i know, you're gonna say, 'now then you realized?'.

2 weeks ago, i went for the SIM-RMIT Bash at Zouk. omg it sucked like hell. last part the songs managed to recover a bit, but still, a bit cui. that's not the crazy part. the crazy part was, i had a econs test the following day. i did 63 practice MCQ questions, only 2 came out. swee. BUT, i managed to maintain manner and get like 11 or 12 correct out of 15. OKAY WHAT.

and then comes the planning of holidays. 6 days china 2 days hong kong holiday with family in november. possibly taiwan in december. possibly diving in march 2011 (yes i finally found someone -.-).

sounds okay what RIGHT?

add in supposedly have to work on EVERY WEEKEND.

add in exams in 2 weeks time.

add in recently rushed out project to hand in tomorrow (my group is awesome, i did work but i felt it was my fair share, no complaints)

add in my birthday and christmas in december (okay its not important at all especially my birthday, but still, at least buy a cake for myself right? also need 1 day right?).

beginning to sound packed now? crazy right.

noooooooooooo that's not the end. i applied for a freelance/part time position with Urban Eventz as an Events Executive. hand itchy la. saw the advert, apply la. POM. after the person reply back with the terms and conditions, accepted me loh. still want me to be Team Leader.

now how?

every monday or wednesday evening, 7.30pm - ?, have business meeting in town.

ya, extra things for myself.

then? by this friday, im supposed to find a hotel to host a dinner and dance function for 300 pax with a budget of $15,000.

WHERE GOT TIME?!?!?!?!??!!??!?!?!?!!?!?!?

OMG I SERIOUSLY NEED TO START DROPPING SOMETHING!

its been a while since ive updated. i cant believe its been stagnant for so long! been busy with school and work, im getting really worn out already! uni life is so hectic! im too slack, really. everytime i think i deserve a break, i lag behind. dammit.

anyway, my econs and accounting test has been good. 14/15 and 15/20 respectively. but my marketing test was a screw up. 20% somemore. can pass i happy already. that was how bad it was. this friday another econs test. not so scary coz the answers is obviously from the practice mcq questions as from the first test.

work's been alright too i guess. getting used to standing for 11 hrs. watch movies, play solitaire. lol.

and, 2010 really sucks ass. a few small hits here and there but i'll live. but, bad stuff are happening to my friends too. seriously, its not just me, it seems this entire year is a bad year.

okay anyway, i really really really wanna migrate. im not sure exactly how or when, but i'll probably think abt it before i graduate. anyway, im gonna chiong internships during my school hols. not this round though, coz end of year going overseas + christmas + my birthday. but the next round of hols, i confirm chiong internship.

oh, and i applied to be a volunteer for Singapore Arts Fest 2011. and i got picked amoung the other few hundreds who got picked too? haha. going for the briefing tomorrow. hopefully i get a fun volunteer position. i mean, it'd suck if you're in charge of ticketing right?! sian bo, confirm no chance at peaking at the shows!

alright its time for me to sign off, i need to bathe. HAHA.

i think being born in singapore is really just not as good as compared to so many other places. of course, im glad i didnt end up in sri lanka or thailand or something.

but, there are so many other nice places too. in asia alone, hong kong, japan, south korea, taiwan, would have all been great. tons of places in europe, and not forgetting USA which is so damn freaking huge. why cant i be born at one of those places? or oceania would be nice too.

we lose out on so many recreational activities directly. imagine a aussie going 'hey mates, what shall we do after school today? i know, snorkling!' and they grab their gear and head over the gold coast.

or the swiss going 'lets go skiing after school!', and they head up to the swiss alps.

but no, in singapore, you wanna play soccer, also must share the street soccer court.

and in turn, we lose out on so many opportunities to become athletes! i mean, who knows, maybe one of us actually have the raw talent to be a F1 racer! but in singapore, theres no real go-kart tracks for us to discover it when we were young. and even now, theres no way we can develop that talent even if we had any!

or how about dirt bike competitions? you see in youtube ever so often, small kiddos or teens playing around with scramblers and bikes. but in singapore, sit on one is an offence already if you dont have a license. how to develop the skills like that.

or how bout a very simple case of wanting to be a rock star. you see so many true stories in europe and US, they start off small, they travel around the country playing in random pubs and bars. and they get talent scouted. to them, its something very possible, very real, and definitely doable.

but tell your parents you want to be a rock star when you're young, they'd probably laugh it off and tell you to be a doctor or a lawyer.

seriously bo hua.

and in a way, because of our small land mass as well, we take our friends for granted. i mean, remember after secondary school, we always said to each other, lets meet up next time. but it NEVER happens. because we take each other for granted, that you can travel from 1 point of singapore to another in 2 hrs, at most 3. and everyone is so near by.

we dont care what school our peers go to either. its like, 'oh, you got into temasek poly too?, okay loh'. kinda thing.

but to people living in other parts of the world, after their college studies and moving on into tertiary, they can get so emotional and really cherish their friendship.

from their neighbourhood college school, they are all forced to be scattered around the country in the various universities in the various states. and to them, its more of 'OMG YOU GOT IN UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA TOO?!??!?!?! AWESOMEEEEE'. kinda thing. and 'lets all go into the same uni together after college!'.

but to us, we dont even care. how many friends do you know in your current place of study before entering it, and think abt it, have you actually made it a point to meet them up? im sure the answer is no for most people.

we take it for granted that singapore is so small, and its a given that ppl will end up in the same school as us. and so we dont cherish the friends we have in the same school.

so i conclude, on one hand, i feel very fortunate to be born in one of the first world countries. on the other hand, i feel so unlucky, out of so many possible first world countries, i ended up in singapore.

i guess that is why when ppl choose to go overseas to study, they always talk about 'experiencing and exposing themselves to the world out there'. and although it is more expensive, its worth the experience.

simply because, there are some things you just cant experience in singapore. and we will never be able to.

cui cui cui. i knew the new job was too good to be true. in short, too many restrictions, like, insanely alot. feels as though being kept in a prison cell! the crazy staff really spot check you on the CCTVs. and some of the full timers are spies for them! confirm. because the storeroom definitely dont have CCTV yet they know what we do.

but for the pay, i'll try to survive as long as i can in prison ;)